what I ate:

1 piece of tiger roll (200)

rice with veggies (400)

1 pear (100)

1 apple (100)

whole fish (500)

1 bowl of porridge (100)

I need to lower my intake to 900. thats my goal.

not eating makes me so so happy. 

it’s like, I can control this. I can change myself. I can work hard, get a job, do what I want. make myself happier. I don’t need him. He can go date whoever he wants. I mean, I understand and Im just being really harsh and selfish, but sometimes its just 

when I stuff my face, I feel like a failure.

yep im a pig

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everything moves on,

but sometimes you still think what would have happened if it worked out. It’s ok though, I just need to forget it. It’s weird because I dont think that anyone could match up now…I dont want someone else, I want THE person. 

I also wanna lose 20 pounds. it’s actually kinda working if I dont eat like a pig I eat small portions. 

I’m happy for now.

these things seem sweet, but its actually really fucking pathetic. Just get over her.

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I can’t be mad at him, but I am.

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